It's Friday.

Why am i not enjoying it? Lately, work sucks. Okay, am not talking about the workload. I pretty like managing heavy workloads, but human communication sucks. Don't understand why some people just... urgh i don't know. Maybe it's my problem. Sigh. Why is working like that? Can't they just understand that we should just enjoy everything through. And SMILE please. I wonder do they know that it makes people feel better, if they smile when they need someone to do a favor, or maybe ordering someone to do the job. I am not a ROBOT. I am a young and intellectual women who needs some fun while working. Is it just so difficult to smile? I wonder?????

I never know using exclamation mark can cause problem. I never know rushing deadlines can cause problem. Is it all my fault? What did i do that i did not manage my time well? It sucks so badly. God, please get me out of this tumble.I need to move away from all this complaining, discrimination, gossips, awful feedbacks, NOW! I know its not me, because i am the light for God. He never creates unwanted things or useless things. I am full in confidence with Christ in me. I love Him very much and i will always do.

I WILL NOT LET THIS TAKE MY CONFIDENCE AWAY. GET BEHIND ME SATAN, FOR THE LORD IS WITH ME!

Today God wants me to know,...

that i am unique and precious. When i try to value myself for being the best in something, i am bound to fail. Even Olympic champions are the best only for a few years. i am precious to God not because there is no one better than me, but because i am a unique creation of mind, body and spirit, - there is no one like me, - and that is exactly what makes me so indescribably precious.

I believe God can always make something special out of nothing special at all. I love the way He does things.Special, so special. How i wished everyone lives like Him, thinks like Him and acts like Him. It'll be a more wonderful world to live in.

Today, i am lost. Everything i do seems so routined i can't feel anything. Maybe i did, but it's not the feelings i wanted to feel i guess. I wanted alot to things, but the more i wanted to do, the more i fail.

I am precious in God's perfect eyes. Sometimes i ask why? I am still asking why. But He tells me, there's a reason one day i'll find out.

Let me not stray away from you Dear God. Help me to stay close to you, no matter how far i would travel.

I love you!

Think creative. I need some color in my workplace now.

God has been so good to me just now. I prayed and He comforts me. I love you Lord and i'm sorry i got pissed off. Confessions opens the door to thanksgiving...

Twice as fast. Better be! Ordered. Now in waiting mode. Urghh i hate waiting.

Last Saturday was a shopping spree for me again.. *smile*

I've been really spending quite a bit of money this month. So i'll need to save for next month. :)

Tough day today at work, but i know i'll go through it with Christ in my heart. Everything is perfect with God.

8 more working days to next month. And i'm actually counting on this. lol.

Seems like i've abandoned my blog for months. Updates are usually small fry fishes, nothing really big deal right. Well, guess what. These past few months, there's been so much happenings, i can't even describe or how to. Most of it are greaaaaat news..! I graduated from DLS 1 (Deeper Life Seminar) - never believe that i can go through it with the early devotion time and strict homeworks. LOL. All glory to God. AMEN!

Christmas is coooming soon. Already feeling the mood. LOL!

I just had a shopping spree yesterday. Actually not really laa. Just got two dress, one sandal, and a shirt for my boyfriend. Other than that, most of the time i am just window shopping. I fall in love with this cute accessories - its a hair clip but a shape of a hat. It's really cute. I wanted but then it sort of like not worth it, so i decided not to buy. But then now i thought, since its gonna be Christmas, its fun to dress up something silly right. IM SO GONNA GET IT NEXT WEEK!

Singapore was really fun.. It's been awhile since i was actually out of Malaysia. Haha. LOL* i've been such a katak under the tempurung. My next destination aiming to BANGKOK!

Now its back to work. Can't we just wish that we work 3 days a week and 4 days of rest. One day that'll happen. *grins*

[love this song so much now - who am it Casting crowns]

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

5 more daysworking days to go to Singapore.

Always nice to look forward to something fun. Work is pretty boring as USUAL! (neway, was it ever fun?)

Graduation is coming and am i feeling nervous? LOL. no actually and not really exactly looking forward to it to. Prolly because i've been waiting for waaaay... tooo..looong and waaay.. tooo.. many things happened.

counting : 15 more days to go.

I absolutely hate counting days. But every time i am tempted to do so. It makes me feel like time passes really really slow. Anyway in all circumstances i thank God in everything. I start missing to read my latest book "my sister's keeper". I should have brought it along, but i thought, i wouldn't have time for it or that its gonna be so weird reading a book when you're suppose to do some research with the computer when you're free. After all, that's the reason why they give you a portable one. The sound of the air cond is really loud now.. and i feel like i wanna go pee,but toilet is like super far away (exaggerating). i brought a new 'plant' for my desk today. It's flapping its leaves right now. Well at least something's moving on my desk. I should be asking for something to do in another half hour time.. i'm seriously getting to lazy mode already.

God is Great! My Father is soooo awesome. Because He loves me so much and He will never break His every word of promises. Thank You Lord for the new job. I love it and I love You! *giggles*

Muacx!

Countdown to Singapore 27 more days.